समय के समक्ष
In the Presence of Time
~ Gurumayi Chidvilasananda
As I am now in my 80s, I find myself looking back on different episodes in my life. Only now, with the clear “mirror of time,” do I understand the significance of my actions of long ago. I often experience regret for my mistakes and find myself asking for forgiveness. This action brings a measure of comfort to me, and, I believe, teaches me humility and caution, or vigilance, in relation to the actions in my present life.
These reflections have truly helped me see my life from two distinct perspectives: the drama of now and the vista of eternity. It is working with this “mirror of time” which constitutes a core aspect of my sadhana.
New York, United States
How I relate to time offers me a powerful mirror to perceive the nature of my current inner state and, if necessary, to adjust accordingly. For example, if I notice that I am anxious about running late when getting ready to leave for work, I try to restore a calm state, while still moving quickly. Then, as I am driving to work, I make it a point to chant and stay tranquil because if I get irritated at every little circumstance, I have found that the drive will take slightly longer. On the other hand, when I focus on connecting to grace and to my own inner happiness, my state remains good, and I still also manage to get to work just in time.
So, “the mirror of time” reflects vital information to me about my state. This enables me to see whether I am acting from a place of scarcity, where there is not enough time, or whether I am operating from the space of the Self, where time seems more expansive, things flow naturally, and everything seems to work out.
California, United States