समय के समक्ष
In the Presence of Time
~ Gurumayi Chidvilasananda
Looking back over my sadhana, I am moved by the precious moments I have experienced through centering my life around the Siddha Yoga path—the opportunities to be in Gurumayi’s physical presence, have her darshan, receive and imbibe her teachings and to chant, meditate, and offer dakshina and seva. Life lived with a focus on sadhana has given me a clear direction and made “the experience of time” magical and full of joy for me.
Over time my understanding has grown and my commitment to the Siddha Yoga practices has deepened; I am increasingly focused on the goal of sadhana in the moments of my daily life. I understand how the ripening of sadhana comes with so many learning and growing experiences that happen in time, all leading me to experience the timeless.
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This teaching reminds me that in this and every moment, I have a choice. I can live in a limited “experience of time” or live in the experience of the timeless present.
For me, living in a limited “experience of time” is to live in the memories, thoughts, and feelings of my past, and the wishes and dreams for my future. Neither is very real but they are often very attractive places to focus my attention.
While at first the present moment might seem too quiet, even boring, the more I relax into it, the more it becomes a haven, a resting place, a true home to live undisturbed by thoughts of future dreams or past regrets and accomplishments. Living in the inner stillness is most delightful.
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