Massachusetts, United States
I am still contemplating Gurumayi ji’s questions about how I can express my new understanding, using the vocabulary that I now possess but in a new way. I am experiencing a state of mind in equipoise, a mind that is
quiet from deep within. And I am totally enjoying this lightness inside.
I am grateful to my Shri Guru for making me ready to be present to receive her grace, blessings, and love through her teachings.
Pune, India
Colima, Mexico
California, United States
My Lord,
How will I come to know you, to see you, to love you?
In the darkness of the night,
when all light has faded?
In the brightness of the day,
when shadows have dissipated?
In the contraction of my mind,
where my clarity is jaded?
In the sweetness of my heart,
when my spirit has elevated?
Or looking deeply into
The symmetry of a fragrant red rose?
Or being awestruck by
The nightingale’s soulful, tender tones?
Maybe listening to the tales of sorrow
of a long-lost friend now returned?
Or being immersed in the joy and delight
of my son’s profound insight?
Perhaps, my Lord,
I will come to fully
know, see, and, love you
When the silence resounds
in the still, empty throb
of infinity.
Fitzroy North, Australia
At the start of meditation these words came quickly to mind: “Meditation is to enter into the silence of God.” A little later these words came: “Meditation is to enter into the peace of the Guru.” Toward the end of my meditation, these words arose: “Meditation is to enter the Heart of the Guru.” I was then bathed in a state of tranquility, accompanied by the sound of OM. I was unperturbed by thoughts. What a blessing!
As the days went by, I continued this approach of renaming my meditation practice. Now, each day I sit on my asana and enter meditation by repeating these words to myself: “I enter the silence of God, I enter the peace of the Guru, I enter the Heart of my Guru.” And I go into meditation! I am so grateful.
Crozon, France
Love. Happiness. Gratefulness. I see butterflies flying with different words on their back. “Happy” written on a feather. “Love” written on a feather. “Grateful” written on a feather.
a six-year-old from New York, United States
In the process of reclaiming and renaming, I felt inspired to speak out loud to myself in a positive way. I am amazed at the results this has brought. Doing this has allowed me to hear my own feelings and thoughts in a fresh way and, in the process, begin to silence my judgmental inner critic. It has brought about a new level of self-discovery and self-acceptance. This practice has made me even more inspired to know who I truly am.
New York, United States
On this day, though, I suddenly heard my inner voice say of this fear: “It’s a habit.” That simple act of identification changed my perception of this emotion. In fact, it now felt separate from me, from my Self. I understood that a habit is something I have the power to change. I look forward to changing this habit and replacing it with a new way of being, one where I feel grounded, safe, and full of well-being.
Washington, United States
California, United States
However, Gurumayi’s teaching encouraged me to relive my shaktipat experience from a new perspective. So, with eyes closed and a calm mind, I used new, power-filled adjectives to describe my memories of my initiation. As I did this, it felt as though my shaktipat experience was reborn. Contemplating and assimilating this shift in my perspective, I felt renewed. Gratitude permeated my being and filled me with bliss.
Nairobi, Kenya
Something deep within me seemed to connect with the essence of this flame, and my heart filled with a soft but powerful joy. After this vision disappeared, the joy in my heart continued to grow. I recognized just how much I love and appreciate my wife and how precious this love is. I also felt that the Guru’s love imbues every action that I take in my life. I believe that our effort to turn movie nights into devotional nights has opened a new channel of love and connection to the Guru. We have reclaimed the sanctity of our evenings, and I have connected with what Gurumayi calls the “divinity emitting its mesmerizing light.”
Vancouver, Canada
I particularly loved Gurumayi’s references to Vedanta, since my reclamation has been all about a daily practice of simply being aware that I am. This means observing more and more clearly the difference between who I truly am, the Self, and the thoughts and sensations that belong to the mind and body.
This experience has been exactly as Gurumayi describes: “It brings a kind of freshness to that which you have possessed all along.” I feel as excited to continue my sadhana as I did thirty years ago when I first received shaktipat!
I have just begun to write down my new understanding, and I’m very much looking forward to finding the words and imagery to do it justice—perhaps a poem or song!
Brech, France
Plougonvelin, France
I recently participated in a Pilgrimage to the Heart retreat in Gurudev Siddha Peeth. In that beautiful environment, I experienced that all living beings and inanimate things were enjoying the blessings of nature— receiving the best. At that moment, I understood that the meaning of my name was the same.
I felt infinite gratitude to all the people I have met in my life, to my parents, to my family, and to Gurumayi for bringing me to this realization. I understood that the meaning of my name was the meaning of my life.
Tokyo, Japan
I experienced a current of blessings, and everything I was holding onto that was causing pain and frustration just evaporated. It felt like a white dove of peace had flown to me, bringing with her the promise of new perception and freedom.
I started to explore this beautiful journey of “Reclaiming, Renaming, Reconceiving…” I sat in meditation and connected to the great inner life breathing within me at all times. I am very eager to continue recollecting the variety of words and perceptions, to open up to the gift of Gurumayi’s invitation.
Milan, Italy
While focusing my efforts on improving these traits, I’ve also remembered to appreciate my strengths, which have led to valuable achievements in my life. Gurumayi’s guidance to reconceive reminded me that my higher Self includes all of my traits. I don’t have to be perfect, as long as I move in the direction of growth and maturity. Gurumayi’s teaching guides me to build the solid foundation of what I would name an “authentically whole human being.”
California, United States
I was immediately drawn to Gurumayi’s teaching that “…perceived limitations become self-fulfilling prophecies. They stymie progress.” I focused on a specific challenge I’d been experiencing and wrote a list of the narratives I was creating. Then I went back and renamed each narrative.
“I don’t have other options” became “the right opportunities come to me at the right time.” “I’m unlikeable” became “many, many people appreciate me and what I offer.” “This has happened to me so many times before” became “it might seem like this is the same, but it’s not exactly the same, and I am approaching it differently; I’m always acquiring new skills and perspectives.”
I noticed that the new narratives seemed true and aligned with grace. I had the experience that, in the renaming, I was reclaiming my own sense of worth and faith in God’s presence in my life.
California, United States
A few days ago, while working in my garden, I suddenly perceived that everything was clearer and full of light. I was peaceful and deep in my heart, and I felt warmth in my chest. I was connected to the Self within. But after a while my mind started rebelling. I was convinced that I could no longer hold this state and catapulted myself out of it.
Later I read Gurumayi’s teachings again. I realized this had been a spontaneous experience of Oneness—a gift of grace.
My intention is to release old conditioning and reclaim my worthiness and ability to hold my connection to the Self. I will become more conscious of the times I interrupt this connection through my thoughts. I will develop more gratitude for having these deep experiences.
Gottmadingen, Germany
I realized I’d been unconsciously still operating on an old conditioning, thinking of God as Father, judge, and disciplinarian. This morning the Goddess appeared and it was glorious! I experienced her as the beloved of Lord Shiva, and I felt their great love at the root of all creation. I glimpsed them spinning out this marvelous universe as the great play of their love—so far from the dry limits I’d been imposing!
This is only the beginning, but I am ready to listen and open to the new perspectives I know the Goddess will reveal. Together we’ll rename and reconceive all the subtle layers of my misunderstanding.
Washington, United States
As days went by and I kept reading the teaching and the shares, I understood a little bit more. I discovered that I was taking for granted the peace and tranquility I often experience when I meditate. I had forgotten how my mind and my relationship with my mind have changed through the years since I started following the Siddha Yoga path.
I want to always remind myself that I am so fortunate to be on this path and that my goal is to experience divinity. I know that with Gurumayi’s grace and guidance I will continue to put forth self-effort toward this goal, no matter the challenges in my life.
Willemstad, Curacao
A day or so later, as my mind quieted at the end of a demanding day, these words arose unexpectedly from within: “You are the part of me that knows.” With the words came a feeling of deep recognition and reassurance.
I reflected on the understanding that within me is the source of all knowledge—the Knower. I had not used the word Knower before to describe my experience of the Self!
With excitement, I remembered Baba Muktananda’s teachings on the Knower. As I reread Baba’s teachings, they felt more meaningful to me, and delightfully new.
Havant, United Kingdom
When I thought about it, I realized that only one exists within me, and that one is pure Consciousness, which has the form of light and love. Everything else is just layers of words that I say or think about myself.
Whenever I become aware of pure Consciousness, a feeling of happiness arises in me. It seems as if all the happiness on this earth arises when I become aware of my true Self. I always want to remember who I really am, and this is why I meditate every day and study the teachings of the Siddhas.
Konolfingen, Switzerland
Connecticut, United States
New Hampshire, United States
I have been going through a metamorphosis recently. As I rename the narrative of my life, of who I am and who I want to be—mostly on the professional front—I am reclaiming, in all its truth, who I truly am.
A couple of weeks ago, I was working through something, and, on reflection, a new outlook emerged—“Have a beginner’s mind.” I hadn’t thought about this in terms of renaming, but that’s essentially what I did. And I truly experienced Gurumayi’s words, “It can be immensely beneficial to engage in such an act of renaming. It keeps you curious, alert, and invested in returning to your own essence. It brings a kind of freshness to that which you have possessed all along.” It does, indeed!
New Jersey, United States
London, United Kingdom
I am grateful for how content I feel in my life. Yet when I look at myself closely, I see a certain passivity, a sense of satiation that implies being done. This teaching from Gurumayi is prompting me to step outside my comfort zone so that I can experience true contentment—the full experience of the Self.
I want to reclaim my early days of sadhana, when I was hungry for the whole Truth. Reconceiving my meditation, I will let go of complacency to see what grace has in store for me.
Michigan, United States
Reading the words “Reclaiming, Renaming, Reconceiving…,” I knew this was the compass I needed to navigate my uncomfortable feelings. I read Gurumayi’s teaching with a beating heart. My feelings began to ease as I reached the last paragraph and read, “When you notice your divinity emitting its mesmerizing light, how will you keep your inner critic at bay and remain undaunted?” I’ve decided that I’m “reclaiming” the awareness that my inner state is rooted in the Self. I’m “renaming” this experience as a “lesson.” And I’m “reconceiving” myself as imperfect yet striving to do my best.
California, United States
This evening, I read the text aloud with some other Siddha Yoga students. Later, as I recorded my reflections in my diary, I realized that I was truly writing—or creating!—my own life. I often feel uncomfortable reading aloud, no matter how much encouragement I receive from others who enjoy listening to me. I worry about making a mistake—and then a mistake happens. So, I wondered, how it would be if I did the opposite—if I said, “I can do it”? Then I would be creating my own universe in which I see myself as I truly am. Then I would be connected with my divinity.
Obing, Germany
This morning in meditation, I had a vision of an unusually large and beautiful orange butterfly that danced dazzlingly in my awareness for a while. Afterward, I contemplated the qualities of butterflies, such as lightness, joy, and freedom, and pondered what message this experience was giving to me. As I did so, I recalled that I had committed to participate in the Siddha Yoga Sadhana Circle on a weekly basis in order to enhance my progress in sadhana. Upon further reflection, the image of the butterfly seemed to be a sign from my Self that I am moving in a positive direction. I feel that this meditation experience is telling me that studying the Guru’s teachings more frequently is likely to bring freedom, lightness of being, and joy.
Burnaby, Canada
Mexico City, Mexico
New York, United States
Massachusetts, United States
By doing simple things, like performing tasks or exercises at a more convenient time and in a better way, I can create a feeling of newness and help my soul to rejoice. This sense of newness, in turn, can enable me to see others in a refreshed way and avoid falling into bland and uninspiring routines.
Recently, I bought new candles with flames that burn brightly and beautifully. They produce a warm atmosphere in which I am drawn to settle into the depths of my soul.
Rodez, France
Rome, Italy
Florida, United States
Magalas, France
Ever since then, I have been contemplating my answer. As a result, my experience of the Self has shifted. Before, the concept of the Self had felt very abstract to me. However, as I have contemplated further the notion that the Self is God that dwells within, I have begun to experience it tangibly. Specifically, I have begun to feel a concentration of shakti in my being, which emanates from my heart chakra and spreads outward through my entire subtle body. Focusing on that feeling, I have begun to realize that that is who I truly am. So, instead of being identified with my thoughts, my sense of who I am is now becoming connected to that pure feeling of shakti.
Pennsylvania, United States
Every year in the springtime, the huge, two-hundred-year-old horse chestnut tree in my garden gets ever-new blossoms, although it is always the same tree. I am so grateful to Gurumayi for this amazing teaching that makes me feel renewed, blossoming with new blooms, even though I am still the same person.
Marval, France
Gurumayi’s teaching is inspiring me to try to find another level of contemplation and articulation of Siddha Yoga concepts and teachings. I am discovering that there are always new insights and unfolding expressions of love and gratitude that emanate from my own multilayered and exquisitely divine inner territory. By “reclaiming, renaming, reconceiving” these experiences, I can find renewed enthusiasm for my sadhana.
New York, New York